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nehnahlmey ([personal profile] nehnahlmey) wrote in [community profile] abstracts2013-06-17 01:28 pm
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hearthfire for dummies, a closed production

[In his mind, a project devoted to building one's dwelling is a project best left to rot in Sovngarde, but Alain had thought otherwise. Before Nehnahlmey could raise a word in complaint, Alain took to his task with no intention of stopping, resulting in a week's span of time where the dragon found himself with nothing to do. As opposed to directing his energies in more constructive pursuits, he holed himself in a cave beside a cliffside, counted the number of goats he could have torn apart until ultimately deciding a nap was more entertaining.

Until a concentration of energy seeps into his consciousness. Until he opens a single eye to regard the source near the entrance. Until he catches a glimpse of white hair.

His answer is brief.]


Finished already?
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-17 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ You would think that Alan Kane would be getting used to the discrepancies between the stated reality and the perceived one, especially with the manner of creature that he is. However one must consider:

He has appeared on the side of a sheer mountainside, looking into a cave, where a dragon laired, his snout as big as Alan himself.

One who speaks to him.

Alan considers dreams, but reality is seldom the least jarring in his experience.

He peers behind himself, gauging the long fall through wind, air, and snow. ]


...My life? I'd like to hope there's a bit more for me yet.
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-18 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not nearly every day that an eight-eyed (eight eyes? Really?) dragon is coming at him, and Alan would like to think that it's a testament of his own fortitude that he doesn't scream or soil himself. Would like to, but he still steps back with a jolt, snow and pebbles sliding under his foot (if he knew he was to go mountain climbing he would have worn hiking boots...), and for a moment, close and far all the same, he experiences a vertigo that he knows would lead to his own death.

Abomination or not. And then, they would--

Be separated. And he cannot have that. His arms wheel out and latch onto a ridge on the dragon's head for safety, outcome not wholly considered, when he--

Blinks. And feels solid ground again under his feet. He stares at the dragon, wondering what it is that he just felt. Something not locked in logic or sense, but.... ]


...Nigel?
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-18 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ The movement given is almost gentle; pulling backward in increments until both the dragon's head and Alan are within the safety of the large cave neck. Once movement ceases, Alan loosens his hands from their holding, staring as the dragon speaks again.

As it... he... speaks of things as if there is familiarity. As if Alan is right in his nonsense. ]


I'd like to learn it.

[ He says honestly, without thinking. He inhales in sharp thought, then continues. ]

I'm here, then, too. Am I a... A dragon as well?
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-18 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ The one who watches. It is indeed a title to fit Nigel, if but only in spirit. Alan doesn't blame his other self for changing the dragon's name: It's a mouthful, to say the least. Still, he attempts-- ]

...Zu...uu... Nehnahlmey. What does it mean?

[ It's a question he wouldn't think to ask humans. But to a dragon, Alan wonders. Wonders what the incomprehensible name means.

Much like the rest of what the dragon says. The continuous translation, therefore, is welcome. Alan swallows at the slew of information and leans toward light sarcasm as a defensive. ]


Funny. I think I would have noticed if I was part dragon.
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-19 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ If Alan was with the man, he would state how fitting that name seemed to be. But Alan is not, and for some reason, he wonders if the dragon would be offended if he speaks the like. He is curious for another reason, and he-- ]

...Alan. I'm Alan. What does... What do I usually call you?

[ The name that was always used instead, something not Nigel. As with the entirety of this place. None of it calls to sense, not the least of which-- ]

...You stay with someone who consumes your own kind? [ He should be surprised, but the emotion doesn't come. ] But even here, I wouldn't hurt you, would I? And you...

[ The dragon, ancient and knowledgeable, even as a watchful fool. For a dragon to prioritize a man, a hunter born of his kind to kill his kind, and remain after committing what would seem to be the seemingly greatest of sacrileges.... ]

You must love me, then.
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-19 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Niall. One syllable and little else, but it suits this dragon with Nigel's soul. Alan smiles without realizing. ]

...Niall suits you, I think.

[ And separates him from that name. That name that, Alan realizes with a certainty, his other self would seek to separate from the dragon's existence. He will never say Nehnahlmey, that self. Not while that meaning is attached to the word. It is a kind of affection all the same.

As is the dragon's.

Never living, was the translation, and Alan thinks he understands. ]


...That is love, Niall. Life of a kind that warms even the most stagnant of souls.

[ It's because he's in the presence of a dragon, Alan will defend: Of why he's falling to poetics. ]

I was the same.
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[personal profile] purification 2013-06-19 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Alain. The Dovahkiin of this world, and the Alan Kane where there never was one. The name is one sound off, a long "a" instead of his short, and he wonders what else differentiates.

Perhaps he should wonder if anything is the same. ]


...Nigel is Nigel. He has another name, but I--

[ I don't use it. The same in principle, if not in premise. He shrugs loosely, admitting it in all but words. That sameness.

But Alan has rarely held names as truth, yet perhaps in this world, with this dragon, it is different. However, the second line of query is far easier and less complicated. Alan moves closer, then slowly reaches a hand out and places it against the soft end of the dragon's snout. (Cool. The skin is cool.) A moment, then he pets softly there. ]


...Of course, in you. In your existence.
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-19 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ For the one known as the Dragonborn, house building, perhaps would be seen as mild. There are other reasons to build a place of refuge, but none of those are Alain's own. He moves too much to seek out peace and security, far preferring campfires under stars and the chill of caves at night. Alain enjoys movement, and a house would only seek to tie down one who would despise the very thing by its own definition.

So why is Alain Ebon building a house?

There are many reasons. A thane needs a place to claim, and with Morthal's lack of houses, the Jarl offered land in Northern Hjaalmarch instead. Alain needed a place to leave weapons and amulets he had yet to enchant, as well as items of mystery until he solved the reason of their purpose. Perhaps that Niall had been annoying him of late, and there was nothing more upsetting to the dragon than being ignored for a meaningless purpose.

Yes, all these, but--

But strangely, it was his mother that Alain thought of when he put hammer to wood. His mother, who would likely faint dead away at the sight of her honored son worked as a commoner, who would likely berate him in tears the moment she revived. His mother, who Alain has not seen for some time now, and he wonders, somewhere, how long it has actually been.

He has not fulfilled his role of honor in a house of slaves. Instead he is living for himself, building a house and keeping the company of a dragon, while maintaining a prophecy's fulfillment despite himself.

Dragonborn, the Jarl of Whiterun called him. Dovahkiin, has been heard from Niall and Alduin's breaths.

And she would be disappointed, his mother, even if Alain ended up saving them all.

The hammer is laid to the ground, and he wipes sweat from above his eyes. His vision rests on a low mountain, and a dark opening into which Niall is likely hiding. It takes little: Putting on his leathers and tying a small bag of magicka potions to his belt, Niall's amulet tucked back into his tunic, and within moments, the Dragonborn is nearing the opening, a hand on the rock face as he moves into the dark.

Silence is what he offers. He calls out to none, even the one existence he would claim as friend.

Finished already?

There is something of relief, deep inside him, at that voice. There is nothing given away as he continues inward, murmurs lightly. ]


Not quite.
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-19 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Dragonborn does not stop until he's at the dragon's form, and then he turns to sit against the dragon, an overt familiarity, but one Alain does not think twice at. He had wished to be in the dragon's presence. So he would be. It existed as the only simple thing.

He reclines his head back against scales. ]


Futile, is it? When I have warmth to keep me while you remain on the mountains, it won't be such a thankless task.
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-20 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
How abhorrent.

[ An agreement, even so, the repeat falls flat. Alain is not his usual self. ]

Almighty, am I? One would be hard-pressed to find another to echo your claims. Why have I sought you out, oh, dragon of the watchful eye?

[ He tilts his head up to seek the dragon's gaze. ]

Because I have no other, my friend.
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-20 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ His mouth thins; there is something of discomfort in his expression. That, and frustration, locked away. ]

Power not mine learned through discipline, but granted through nothing of my own accord. Would you still call that true power, Niall, when I have never sacrificed to gain it?

[ Alain has committed countless sacrifices, to be certain. But for that ability, that lineage, that power? None so willingly. ]

...I don't want followers, empty-headed and full of the sounds of others.

[ He only wants one, to complement him in ways he has yet to know. ]
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-20 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ The dragon is wise, Alain will never attest this, and he ponders the words before replying. ]

...Is it in haste? My life must be a moment's span to you. I have thought on these things for months, Sundas to Loredas every week, from when Alduin's arrogance saved me in Frostfall of the year prior unto now. I don't speak from emotion, watchful one, but from contemplation. What of value has been taken for me to receive such an unwanted gift?

[ It is more than Alain usually says in one sitting, and one than he's ever said on the subject. It is said with quiet contemplation and calm, and yet, to one observing, perhaps an edge of sorrow could be seen dulling the words.

Is it because of that, that Alain is not watchful of his words? ]


Perhaps I seek one to call as close as blood.

[ Family. Of the like that Alain, despite his extended bloodline, has yet to see. ]
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[personal profile] dovahfahdon 2013-06-20 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Purpose.

[ He muses to the dragon's silence. And yet voices a truth he has yet to say. ]

...Perhaps it is only that I wish to seek my own path. Not one whose stones have been placed by another.

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