Entry tags:
the story in which Alex Seattle Geer is right for hating enclosed spaces,
and Neil Park is blamed for his knowledge of vaults.
Terminal Entries:
1st Floor, Vault Entry-Room Computer:
- Data Entry 1: Year 20XX, Month XX; There's no escape.
- Holotape Entry 1: Y#4@ SDhig^8705 H98 [data corrupted]; This is hell and I want out of it.
1st Floor, Cafeteria Luncheon:
- Holotape Entry 2: Private Recording; I've had better?
1st Floor, Cafeteria Supply Room:
- Inventory List: Inventory List; A list of food....
- Data Entry 2: Shift Notes; Maybe I should tear the walls down.
1st Floor, Broken Cave:
- Data Entry 3: Preparations; Everything's fine.
- Data Entry 4: Near the End; I'll tell you the truth, but I won't give up my soul.
- Data Entry 5: Finally, the End is at Hand.; This is far enough.
1st Floor, Office:
- Data Entry 6: Vault-Wide Public Service Announcement; Get back to work everyone.
- Data Entry 7: Locked Administrative Reply; You're reaching for straws.
1st Floor, Administrative Secretary's Office:
- Data Entry 8: Drama Hoes; It is sort of funny that people aren't able to lie, though.
- Holotape Entry 3: Bill Self-Log; Byron's access still works everywhere.
Terminal Entries:
1st Floor, Vault Entry-Room Computer:
- Data Entry 1: Year 20XX, Month XX; There's no escape.
- Holotape Entry 1: Y#4@ SDhig^8705 H98 [data corrupted]; This is hell and I want out of it.
1st Floor, Cafeteria Luncheon:
- Holotape Entry 2: Private Recording; I've had better?
1st Floor, Cafeteria Supply Room:
- Inventory List: Inventory List; A list of food....
- Data Entry 2: Shift Notes; Maybe I should tear the walls down.
1st Floor, Broken Cave:
- Data Entry 3: Preparations; Everything's fine.
- Data Entry 4: Near the End; I'll tell you the truth, but I won't give up my soul.
- Data Entry 5: Finally, the End is at Hand.; This is far enough.
1st Floor, Office:
- Data Entry 6: Vault-Wide Public Service Announcement; Get back to work everyone.
- Data Entry 7: Locked Administrative Reply; You're reaching for straws.
1st Floor, Administrative Secretary's Office:
- Data Entry 8: Drama Hoes; It is sort of funny that people aren't able to lie, though.
- Holotape Entry 3: Bill Self-Log; Byron's access still works everywhere.
no subject
If I had analyzed myself at the time, I would have assumed as much. But right now...
[Here, he eyes Alex.]
I mean, it can't just be anybody. I have to see them as someone to get close to, and I can't stand most people.
[A sigh.]
I just don't want another person I love disappear from my life, as selfish as that is.
no subject
While mindlessly going through options, he glances up, and catches Neil looking at him. For a moment, Alex pauses. ]
You're saying that's me. I'm your person. The friend that won't leave you or stop loving you.
no subject
...Yeah. You are.
[As stated previously, with much greater emotion.]
no subject
Alex moves around the desk, larger frame a little out of place in the office, and moves to stand in front of Neil. Lifts a hand to the other's shoulder. ]
All right. I am. I'm not going anywhere without you. Legionaires or dumb shit or anything that comes up. You're stuck with me, understood?
no subject
At the query, the pressure on his shoulder, Neil tips his head upward, catching the other's blue-grey eyes. He thinks to protest, to call to question. Instead, he--]
...Understood.
no subject
A partner, huh? It's really different to think of something hanging out with me through thick and thin like that.
no subject
Wouldn't ED-E count with that definition?
[He finds himself questioning aloud.]
no subject
[ He says with a laugh. ]
No person would hang out with me so much. Even with the Vegas crew I accumulated, I had to make sure not to take them places where they would...hm. Get violent over my choices. No one can accept a person completely.
no subject
Other kid?
[There is a short pause.]
You're willing to take that chance with me?
no subject
You've called him that yourself. My "robot child." And anyway, I'm not the one taking the chance. You are.
no subject
Fair enough.
[Neil scratches the back of his head.]
I guess it's good I'm asking about your history now. Will actually have context when you do...whatever it is you do.
no subject
Do you think there is something I could do that would cause you to stop accepting me?
no subject
[He forces a chuckle before ending on a sigh.]
Given that I nearly killed myself over Dad, no. Probably not.
no subject
How about you tell me in advance, if there's anything that I'm doing that you don't like. We can talk it over and find the best way to proceed. Don't just...
[ His hands pause. ]
Don't just decide it's done or that I'm worthless without talking to me first.
no subject
It is no surprise, therefore, when the young man remembers the night outside of the Republic of Dave. The argument that ensued.
Sadness creeps into his eyes as Neil looks away in discomfort.]
I won't decide things on my own.
no subject
[ In Vegas and without. ]
You can talk to me. We can always compromise on things. Or get the hell out of dodge if we can't.
no subject
It's not that I think you're unreasonable. You've been mostly fair in our dealings.
[Perhaps a bit more in certain aspects, if he is to be honest.]
Actually, I kinda respect you.
[...That might have been one sentence too much in this rambling.]
no subject
They had a job to do, and things to finish, but fuck if Alex didn't switch off the terminal in a heartbeat.
He leans forward, hands supporting him on the desk. ]
You respect me?
no subject
[Neil wrings his hands in pure frustration. This lasts for a full minute before he calms down enough to talk.]
You're a guy who's established himself as leader of a sparkly neon city without tooting his own damn horn across the Mojave Wasteland, through means that would scare the shit out of most people, but those same damn people are still alive and kicking because of what he does.
[He facepalms.]
At least, that's what I've gathered so far.
no subject
So he says the main one. ]
...It's... It's not about Vegas. It never was. I had never even been to the city before all of this. It's about the Mojave. It's always about the Mojave. It's a place that can be something. It can be a home for anyone that wants it. It can grow and live and breathe, and like hell am I going to hand that over to someone to ruin it!
[ He started yelling somewhere near the end, and he can't be sure as to why. He turns away from the desk to the wall, a quick motion of violent mourning, and clenches a hand into his hair. ]
...Shit.
no subject
He can't, of course.]
...Is this your home? The Mojave?
no subject
No.
[ It's simple, without fault or complicity. It never is, for things like that. ]
My home is gone.
no subject
It was once his own.]
...How about we take a break?
[Step back from the possibility of loss.]
And figure out where we're headed to next?
no subject
...Man, I'm really off.
[ Is the murmur, after a long stretch of silence. ]
There's a terminal up and running. Wanna look at what's on it?
no subject
Sure.
[He steps toward the terminal in question.]
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)