[The next minute feels like an eternal, like he's deep into the rabbit hole. Neil feels the other against him, the kisses on his skin, and although they have done this many times before, the man languidly thinks that he might have finally lost his mind.
He buries his head against Alex's neck, breathing in his scent. There is dust with a metallic edge, sulfur and powder and all the aspects Neil remembers about this existence.]
I am...what I am. [Both, neither, something that eludes him.] And only if you'll have me.
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He buries his head against Alex's neck, breathing in his scent. There is dust with a metallic edge, sulfur and powder and all the aspects Neil remembers about this existence.]
I am...what I am. [Both, neither, something that eludes him.] And only if you'll have me.