[ It's a single flawed word, and it's thick with pain and regret and want and love and all of the messy pieces to a person's existence. Alex stretches a hand up, cups the other side of Neil's face, and presses in closer. Thinks that every time he knows what it means, knows what this means, a relationship with Neil Park, Neil redefines it once again.
They are under each other's skin, inside their bodies and hearts, and are intricately sewn into each other's stories. Each other's lives. ]
I really thought... you were going to push me away.
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[ It's a single flawed word, and it's thick with pain and regret and want and love and all of the messy pieces to a person's existence. Alex stretches a hand up, cups the other side of Neil's face, and presses in closer. Thinks that every time he knows what it means, knows what this means, a relationship with Neil Park, Neil redefines it once again.
They are under each other's skin, inside their bodies and hearts, and are intricately sewn into each other's stories. Each other's lives. ]
I really thought... you were going to push me away.