Alex again seems a version of shy. It's slightly different from the norm. "...It's mine?"

That explains nothing, Alex Seattle Geer.

"Um. It's something I really enjoy. A lot. It's not something to share with just anyone. It's a whole thing of trust and control, and can be really intimate, and I wouldn't share it... with people who wouldn't care about me."

Instead he shares it with his asexual boyfriend. Another waning want....