...He doesn't know where Neil learned this. Certainly not from Alex (he feels like he's used this excuse before...), but regardless, it's effective. Not allowed a chance to calm down, to take deeper breaths, and not letting go and only keeping to a rhythm that Alex is fond of-- It has Alex grabbing at Neil, the hand that was in his hair, gripping Neil's shoulder like a lifeline, the other still holding him close despite the ridiculous overwhelm. It has his body shaking, trembling, wanting it all to stop and keep going at once.

But there's only one outcome to this, and Alex does so way more quickly than useful. Smothered by Neil, he gives a muffled cry into his mouth, jerking as his body climaxes, splattering their abdomens.